Monday, June 20, 2011

What is there to say?

I had a pretty busy weekend, so that's why I didn't post. But I also wouldn't have had much positive to say. Despite how I was feeling in my last blog post, I still haven't been eating well and haven't worked out since that day. Ugh! I don't know what to do with myself....

On top of that, my apartment is being like taken over with bugs! I got woken up last night because I felt something on my stomach, and it was this really gross bug with a million legs on me!! YUCK!! Have I mentioned how much I hate bugs? I swatted it off of me, but then couldn't find it...and I knew I'd spend the rest of the night thinking I felt it on me if I got back in bed, so I drove over to Grant's house for my escape. lol. I called the apt. office LAST Monday to get an exterminator in, and they said they had already come that day and they only come once a week. So I had to wait till the next Monday. Well I get home today, and see no sign that they've come. I call the apt. office and they say "they didn't get to me." WTF?? What do I have to call, three months in advance?? So now I have to wait another week and I feel like I don't even want to sleep here until something has been done! Ugh. Thank God I have a boyfriend who lives close. lol.

Anyway....that was my lovely Monday. I'm just trying to think ahead to Thursday, when I'll be on a plane to LA! A friend of mine amazingly offered to buy me a plane ticket to come visit her! I couldn't believe it!! So I'll be there Thursday through Sunday. I'm super excited, EXCEPT for one thing, which is the same thing that seems to taint most of my experiences these days. My weight. :( Just thinking about how the last time everyone in LA saw me, I was MUCH thinner and in so much better shape makes me almost not even want to go. It just sucks to think of everyone seeing me and one of their first thoughts is "wow, she's gained weight." And ok, maybe they won't notice, or wont care, or won't see it as a big deal. But it just makes me feel so self conscious.

But I'm going to try to put all that out of my mind and just have a good time. Hopefully it won't bother me too much once I get there.

Later.

2 comments:

  1. As far as the bug situation...you might tell the office that you have what seems to be a "serious infestation". Maybe then they'll be more likely to send someone right out, or at least put your apt on the priority list. You may have tried that...but, just a suggestion. How obnoxious!!

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  2. Yeah, I did tell them the first time. Stupid!!

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