I hate that I haven't been posting regularly. I hate that I'm not completely back on track. I hate that I ever let myself slip in the first place.
I did ok today, but not great. Food was good so far, but I haven't eaten dinner yet and I just don't feel any motivation to stick to the plan. Argh! Why do I do this to myself? Except I haven't done it yet....so we'll see if I can find some will power somewhere.
I was going to go to the gym after work, but my head is killing me.
Overall, I'm just in a pretty bad mood right now. I can't even really tell you why. I'm just fed up with things. Fed up with work, fed up with dieting, fed up with not being able to get back to where I was six weeks ago. I know that just getting back on track would help my mindset and attitude so much. But at the same time, I feel like I need to have a better mindset in order to get back on track. It's a vicious cycle.
One I will hopefully break....
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