This week sucks. I'm working six shifts. I feel like all I've done is work and I have three more days of it. Ugh.
Ran this morning and did abs and weights. Ever step of my run was a struggle. I had no energy for some reason. Probably partly because of my mental state. At least I got through it.
Breakfast: Carrot juice. Lunch: Avocado salad and sweet potato. Dinner: Salad with tomatoes and goat cheese, eggs. Snacks: Dark chocolate.
I weighed myself this morning. I'm only 1.4 pounds heavier than I was when I weighed myself before I went home for my birthday. That's not bad at all. I guess it's just my imagination making me feel so heavy. I felt better the last two days though. I still want to be a lot thinner though. I just don't feel happy. I don't want to look "better" than I used to. I want to look good. I want to feel completely happy with my weight. I feel like I'm working hard enough to deserve that. Let's hope it keeps going from here.
Good night.
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