When you come undone, get back where you started from.

Three days down. Many more to go. But that's ok.

I got a bit frustrated last night because everything I tried on to wear out looked bad or didn't fit. It sucks. But I know I'm on the right track, so it won't be this way much longer.

It's crazy how weight affects your mind...even now, I still have this feeling that I'm not going to be able to lose the weight, even if I stay on track and do what I need to do. There's always that fear that it's not going to work. Even after I lost it all before, I still feel like I might not be able to do it. Craziness.

So...I haven't worked out today. I'm still feeling like maybe I should, but I am so completely exhausted today. I probably shouldn't have gone out last night because I was so tired all day AND I worked a nine hour day with no lunch break because my office is really behind and we're all trying to avoid having to work on Saturday. So I'm thinking I might just let myself have the night off. I'm really proud of myself because I was so tempted to eat unhealthy foods this morning because I was so tired and so not wanting to be at work. Then some of my co-workers were going to this pizza buffet for a girl's birthday. I really wanted to go because I was craving unhealthy food (for energy) and because it would be a break from the office. But I didn't go. And I didn't eat anything unhealthy. I'm really proud of myself for sticking it out, even when it got tough. :) So all that being said, I think it's ok to take a little pressure off myself and skip working out tonight.

Breakfast: Carrot juice. Lunch: Avocado salad and a sweet potato. Dinner: Salad, Grilled chicken with goat cheese, spinach and mushrooms. Snacks: Oranges, dark chocolate, glass of wine.

I think I'm going to weigh myself tomorrow. It's that time of the month, so it may not be completely accurate. But I do kind of want to weigh myself this week so that if next week I'm heavier than I expect, I'll know whether I was just heavier to begin with or if I didn't lose or gained.

Anyway, here's to another day heading in the right direction!